It's 0310 yet i cant seems to be like people out there who's in there lil wonderland. I bet u shd be in your wonderland too well, at least i hope so. seriously doubt i can sleep todae or should i say now?

Seriously it doesn't feel good whereby the whole day i din hear a word from you somehow. I dread this fro happening in any near future but i kinda doubt so at this hour where i know certain things cant be unchanged and time cant be turned back. i dunno what will happen in the next few days to come but i know that i'm gonna make it happen no matter what.

There's alot of feelings that just cant be pen out in words now somehow the feeling in me isnt good there's a lot that i wanna pour out but as usual, i'm the kinda person who dun express. And i dunno how to describe it. So much feelings yet so little to say. Well, can someone teach me what should i do next???

For people who know me long enough, should know my character. I just hate this kinda feeling that i'm having in me now. I hate the feeling that i'm giving you and you still needa tolerate it tru when i'm out with you. I do wonder am i worth what you're doing... Never wanting to fail a fren in all my life yet sometimes i just dun get to please both sides of it.