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Name: Aini a.k.a Nic
Age: 21++
Hates: being alone, smokers, disappointing others
Likes: hanging out, sun, blue and orange

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Waiting For You - Hu Yan Bin

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Friday, June 19, 2009, 12:08 PM
Downloaded this show kungfu panda and watch it 2 daes back i think. watch n learn alot from this show.

In fact caught this show last year jun together with a bunch of colleague and its a lol show. And its one of the best that i've watch and a real good laugh i would say.

Caught it again few days back and i think it somehow fix me back together again. Wat do i mean by that? In the show when Po (panda) after learning the skills of kungfu and gonna get the dragon scroll before fighting against tyloon and after he gotten the scroll realising that it was empty he got quite disappointed and left the place back to home town. When he got back there was some comotion due to tyloon was back and gonna snatch for the scroll therefore ppl are fleeding for their live. When Po's dad finally told him that the secret to the noodle recipe is actually nothing and just about believing, thats when Po found the reason why the scroll was empty and went to fight against tyloon. A quote here that i lived with after i watch this show for the second time.

"There's no secret to what you're doing but to belief in what you are doing" Infact during yesterday group up with Mr Hiew, he also mentioned that in this industry there's no secret in it and its all about ourself. So much so that both are somehow link to 1 another.

Well, seriously i think that good things are coming in. Not only that gonna open up more lines now as well. The feeling of having people tgt with you is really good and they are willing to fight a long side with you thats even better. Well, if i do have 2 more directs coming in and be firmed i think going for BM next month might not be a problem. In fact what i need is just 2 SA coming up to MM. Or 8 ME within the team. Felt feeling is really back when i really wanted people. When a person wants something so badly they will really go all way out to do it and making sure that the people under them actually feels comfortable.

Gonna go hit the bed soon but before that will leave 2 things for you peeps.

A real warrior never quits. Mark of a true hero is Humility

Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 9:44 AM
Yea!!!! Finally got a chance to talk to you over the phone and laugh over some stupid stuff. Really enjoyed alot. It's something that has been lacking for the past few days, might be because you're busy n stuff but seriously i did treasure the 30++ mins of time that we've chat over the phone. Knowing that my phone rang and the tune is different i was like wow you finally called. =) realli like it.

Monday, June 15, 2009, 9:58 PM
You might be seeing the quiet side of me now if you realise since the time we meet yesterday we din have much to talk about also though its in the night. I dunno how long i can tolerate through this but am just afraid that if its just the 2 of us meeting together. Will there be a cold silence between us both? or some one is gonna start the conversation just like the past how we have been talking?

Yes, to you i'm a person who dun talk really much unless when i'm tired or high. You too know that to me you can be someone very quiet when you are tired and when there's only just 2 of us you tend to be more of yourself compared to when we are with out bunch of frens together. Just wondering will i still get to see the noisy and crazy side of you when there's only just 2 of us. Seriously its been long since i've ever seen that in you and i miss it. But if i do have a chance to i would want to see that somehow though at times i might find it a lil irritating when it comes to you disturbing me. Non the less not forgetting the Yourself when just the 2 of us. Enjoying the quietness. Frankly speaking when you initially started that its really uncomfortable and the feelings kinda weird. But as time goes by i learn to like you being urself though that means you wont talk unless neccessary. Miss you silly ideas about stuff as well.

Sunday, June 14, 2009, 12:09 PM
It's 0310 yet i cant seems to be like people out there who's in there lil wonderland. I bet u shd be in your wonderland too well, at least i hope so. seriously doubt i can sleep todae or should i say now?

Seriously it doesn't feel good whereby the whole day i din hear a word from you somehow. I dread this fro happening in any near future but i kinda doubt so at this hour where i know certain things cant be unchanged and time cant be turned back. i dunno what will happen in the next few days to come but i know that i'm gonna make it happen no matter what.

There's alot of feelings that just cant be pen out in words now somehow the feeling in me isnt good there's a lot that i wanna pour out but as usual, i'm the kinda person who dun express. And i dunno how to describe it. So much feelings yet so little to say. Well, can someone teach me what should i do next???

For people who know me long enough, should know my character. I just hate this kinda feeling that i'm having in me now. I hate the feeling that i'm giving you and you still needa tolerate it tru when i'm out with you. I do wonder am i worth what you're doing... Never wanting to fail a fren in all my life yet sometimes i just dun get to please both sides of it.

Monday, June 8, 2009, 9:40 AM
Songs mainly delicated to you. Well, as much as i know my blog only afew people visit but none the less i'll still post it up. Gotta know this song quite long ago but only strike me past few daes due to the lyrics itself. Well, no matter what, like wad my personal message in my msn states, (english translation)
just wish to see your smile everydae, no matter how tough the journey is i'll go tru it together with you!' And somehow this songs kinda make me have the feeling to go through this together with ya. Kinda describe how i feel and might be things that in a way i wanna show. Anyway i'll just post up the lyrics. Songs you guys find it out yourself or ask from me.

CRY ON MY SHOULDER

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do