Well well, having some kinda mixed feeling now.... It just kinda feel weird since yesterdae when we met each other. din talk much i would say. And after that is din talk though we did walked pass each other and stuff. Dunno if over the next few days will i be able to adapt to the new things thats upcoming. But will try to though. But somehow will kinda miss my phone ringing with that fav song of mine duw to having to receive less or no sms from you. Sigh. 1 dae liao and my fav tone din ring at all. it kinda feel weird but well..... Onli looking forward to fridaes when we will have late nite out whereby at least the minimum for me to walk you back and have some chance to talk. will it ever happen? we shall see... think over the next few days things are gonna be very different. Sigh...
miss playing pool with ya. miss the crapping session w ya too =(
Long time since i've blogged. On mondae 10 aug went back to Udders. This time round a new bunch of people. Well, guess budd did enjoy herself in a way. Suppose to meet her at her place at 1130. She woke up at like 1045. And asked me go over 1st. But i was doin some stuff till 12 and dropped her a sms see if she's ready and guessed wad, met at her place. Though is at her block yet for once she's waiting for me. Ha. Nice.

Took bus 5 all the way to novena and headed to the place to check out the crowd. After which was lunch with the rest at kfc. As usual she being my "bin" cleard the mash potato. Ha.

Went udders at like 3 and stayed there till 7pm sharp. Had a god time together. PLaying taboo. Think it's e first time i played this game with budd. The way she describe stuff is just damn funny. Sitting beside her becomin her beeper was tough coz i'l just laugh non stop. Had ice cream tgt as well. And guess what then budd got sick on e 12 till now. Sigh... Get well soon yea. And not be attacked by the swine=) hope to have another this kinda session soon. Probably on my bdae? I hope. No plans for now unless budd wanna meet up that day.
It's been another long time... Well, catched ice age 3D on friday with ex classmate xiaoxiong. Not too bad show especially the 3D version. Well, in fact i'm like a frog in the well 1st time watching 3D movie and gotta wear that black n greenish specs that make us look like some kinda alien. The experience was good i should say. How i wished i was watching this show with you. I know that you've been wanting to watch it as you mentioned before that you watch the 1st 2 parts and you like it. If there's a chance budd, i dun mind watching it again. =)

Met him again on sat late night to get the thumbdrive. After which we walked to 85 market for supper. Seriously that place leave me with very much of a deep impression. Its the place where me and the older xiong spend most of our time having our meals there especially on days that he comes to my place. And though 85 market is just a bridge behind my place he always insists on driving there. I miss those car ride that i used to have and the time we have back then. Eating the porridge tgt and some other junk from there. Used to be a place that we went and had lots of food.

Well well, haven been talking much to budd recentl as she's busy with her stuff, hope to catch up soon in a way. =)
Downloaded this show kungfu panda and watch it 2 daes back i think. watch n learn alot from this show.

In fact caught this show last year jun together with a bunch of colleague and its a lol show. And its one of the best that i've watch and a real good laugh i would say.

Caught it again few days back and i think it somehow fix me back together again. Wat do i mean by that? In the show when Po (panda) after learning the skills of kungfu and gonna get the dragon scroll before fighting against tyloon and after he gotten the scroll realising that it was empty he got quite disappointed and left the place back to home town. When he got back there was some comotion due to tyloon was back and gonna snatch for the scroll therefore ppl are fleeding for their live. When Po's dad finally told him that the secret to the noodle recipe is actually nothing and just about believing, thats when Po found the reason why the scroll was empty and went to fight against tyloon. A quote here that i lived with after i watch this show for the second time.

"There's no secret to what you're doing but to belief in what you are doing" Infact during yesterday group up with Mr Hiew, he also mentioned that in this industry there's no secret in it and its all about ourself. So much so that both are somehow link to 1 another.

Well, seriously i think that good things are coming in. Not only that gonna open up more lines now as well. The feeling of having people tgt with you is really good and they are willing to fight a long side with you thats even better. Well, if i do have 2 more directs coming in and be firmed i think going for BM next month might not be a problem. In fact what i need is just 2 SA coming up to MM. Or 8 ME within the team. Felt feeling is really back when i really wanted people. When a person wants something so badly they will really go all way out to do it and making sure that the people under them actually feels comfortable.

Gonna go hit the bed soon but before that will leave 2 things for you peeps.

A real warrior never quits. Mark of a true hero is Humility
Yea!!!! Finally got a chance to talk to you over the phone and laugh over some stupid stuff. Really enjoyed alot. It's something that has been lacking for the past few days, might be because you're busy n stuff but seriously i did treasure the 30++ mins of time that we've chat over the phone. Knowing that my phone rang and the tune is different i was like wow you finally called. =) realli like it.
You might be seeing the quiet side of me now if you realise since the time we meet yesterday we din have much to talk about also though its in the night. I dunno how long i can tolerate through this but am just afraid that if its just the 2 of us meeting together. Will there be a cold silence between us both? or some one is gonna start the conversation just like the past how we have been talking?

Yes, to you i'm a person who dun talk really much unless when i'm tired or high. You too know that to me you can be someone very quiet when you are tired and when there's only just 2 of us you tend to be more of yourself compared to when we are with out bunch of frens together. Just wondering will i still get to see the noisy and crazy side of you when there's only just 2 of us. Seriously its been long since i've ever seen that in you and i miss it. But if i do have a chance to i would want to see that somehow though at times i might find it a lil irritating when it comes to you disturbing me. Non the less not forgetting the Yourself when just the 2 of us. Enjoying the quietness. Frankly speaking when you initially started that its really uncomfortable and the feelings kinda weird. But as time goes by i learn to like you being urself though that means you wont talk unless neccessary. Miss you silly ideas about stuff as well.
It's 0310 yet i cant seems to be like people out there who's in there lil wonderland. I bet u shd be in your wonderland too well, at least i hope so. seriously doubt i can sleep todae or should i say now?

Seriously it doesn't feel good whereby the whole day i din hear a word from you somehow. I dread this fro happening in any near future but i kinda doubt so at this hour where i know certain things cant be unchanged and time cant be turned back. i dunno what will happen in the next few days to come but i know that i'm gonna make it happen no matter what.

There's alot of feelings that just cant be pen out in words now somehow the feeling in me isnt good there's a lot that i wanna pour out but as usual, i'm the kinda person who dun express. And i dunno how to describe it. So much feelings yet so little to say. Well, can someone teach me what should i do next???

For people who know me long enough, should know my character. I just hate this kinda feeling that i'm having in me now. I hate the feeling that i'm giving you and you still needa tolerate it tru when i'm out with you. I do wonder am i worth what you're doing... Never wanting to fail a fren in all my life yet sometimes i just dun get to please both sides of it.